Salam and hey,
I still had my bruises in my heart that needed to be healed, and it still takes time, until today. Despite all the hardship, I praised to God for all his kindness and blessings that He has given us. The most merciful and the great.'
For today, I wanted to share about this addictive, favourite game is Dota.
I agree, this game is fucking addictive, and I know, because of this game, I had made many wrong judgements and decisions in my life. For some reason, I know it is not good to continue on playing this game, but I had my reasons too, on why I kept on playing this game.
1) I feel lonely
2) I feel sad
3) I feel anger
4) I need time for myself
5) I hate people around me
But then, when I get older, I realised things have changed. I have sense that my life gave me purpose than just playing this game.
1) I have people who accept me for who I am
2) I feel belonged
3) I feel loved
4) They need me
Enough for this reason, I think dota has no longer affecting me I think I have much control now in a sense that they much more important in my life, rather than just playing.
I love them. I want to be with them, for as lon as I can lived.
K, bye
