Salam and hey.
First post and might not so often to update, well it depends on my mood which is pretty unstable lately.
Its 2017 and I can say I can see where In heading. Hopelully.
Still difficult, still harsh, still juggling but manageable. Im just being too comfortable might as well as need to get out from this comfy zone. Praying hard for it.
To be honest, Im still searching purpose of this life. What I want to be, who I want to be with, because it is still so blurry and lost.
I try to open my heart and like this person, but it's hard, because I cant give in too much, because I afraid I'll get hurt again.
Let's just play by the sideline, and only make move when it is virtually certain. That both have that mutual feeling. I hope I dont lose much, I hope she's the person I'm looking for. This isn't a bet, just my effort to do what's best.
Just in case everything didn't work out, I can see still smile and pray for happiness for her. We just plan, the one executes is the One aboves us.
I dont go all out, but I do give a damn to do what it takes to be the better person everyday. Life is precious. Cherish it
To break the surrounding is to break from the inside
And also, keep refresh my intention everyday because it's getting unstable for I didn't do my best to achieve my best, yet