Jujur dari hati

To be frank, To be honest, I still care people I once had daily routine conversations with. I just miss them so much. Keep thinking positive and you'll alive.

Happy Birthday!

Today is the 10th of July. So it is someone's special day today!

This special day goes to a friend, Maisarah Marzuki. Happy birthday to you. You might not seeing this, but I hope you really enjoy on your special day. I know 2 other people who celebrate the same date as you, which is Tun Doc Mahathir and my high-school crush, a chinese, Chrystal Lee. lol

I had only this pic, and this was before she departed to pursue her studies overseas

Good luck to you for your undertakings. I'm sorry for every mistake that I might cause, intentionally or unintentionally. Everything happens for a reason. Each day, I dare myself to be better and better. I hope, you too do the same for yourself.

Unfortunately, I feel that I need to be stronger, to be 'invincible' because I have always failed, even until now. May time pass through us, and the future to forever be mystery. 

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Today is the first day of Ramadhan. Fill this months with something that we will always remember. At least, we feel calm when we think about it now and hopefully, in the life after.

P/s: I'm hungry. *stomach growling*

Welcoming

A lot of things happened lately, and I'm good. I'm prepared for anything, God willing.

Life has been hectic as usual. There were many hyped things happened, like it happened unexpectedly. Past few weeks ago, two of my office mates were sacked (1 intern, and 1 staff). I didn't know what were basically the main causes, but I knew that it would eventually happen someday. 

To my dismay, I never thought that incident happened so quickly. At least, give a time break or something. For the record, the incident happened for less than a month. Plus, at the end of this month most of the interns will be leaving soon.

So, there aren't any people actually, really. For that, I'm going to pull my pants on and keep calm for the last month of my internship in hoping that nothing bad really happens on that date.

The act of kindness (Part 2)

So today, I'm feeling like 18 again (lie!). No, this is about what I had encountered today and I feel like to share with my readers (if any) today. This is so much unique that I just need to tell to everybody. Hehe

Here it goes.

As usual, today I went to work (intern) at Puchong. It was not that long until 6 pm because I had too many works that I never looked at my watch (surprisingly!).

The most awkward thing is when my boss kept on complementing of my work, and I'm afraid that I might give wrong picture to her. Well, you know when people are expecting something from you, you would feel inferior, over-reacting. People would put so much expectations as I would feel such a huge burden is lifted on my shoulder. Well, it was good actually for my self-confidence. Alhamdulillah for that.

Okay this is when the stories get interesting.

As I went back home at 9.30 pm, (I get the chance to socialize with my work mates and enjoying our early dinner at Murni Bukit Jalil which we got lost on our way there). Haha, thanks to whatsapp maps for leading us the way to get there!

Then I took a bus way to home and heard a conversation from the bus driver. The conversation was closely similar to this.

Passenger A : Boss, why do you deliver the bus takes a long time to get us?

Bus Driver : I'm truly sorry, my friend. I just had to encounter massive traffic jam and I didn't get the chance to rest as I drive continuously since 6pm until now.

I came from one utama (OU) stop and drive all the way to Putrajaya and arrived around 9.30pm. But then 9.30pm was actually the time I have to depart and drive back to OU. So I skipped my meal to pick up my passengers especially working peopel because I know they all were waiting for me and if I delayed a little longer, they will coming back home late.

Passenger A : Say that they are rude to you, are you still continuing this?

Bus Driver : Although sometimes there are rude people out there, I'm sure that they are still pretty numbers of good people too. I sometimes get people that are rude and saying things like "Pakcik, lambat lagi ke bas nak gerak", or "Pakcik, boleh cepat sikit tak, saya dah lambat ni".

I understand them but just be nice to people. Say that you would hear people say something like "Pakcik, lagi berapa minit ye nak bertolak?" or "Selamat pagi pakcik, dah makan ke belum?", it would nicer to be heard and people will feel belonged and loved.

I prioritize people's time and even had to skip my meal just to make sure that they won't be late for home or to work. For me, I can skip my meal and having my passenger to get to the place they want to go on the time that they plan. That's why I keep on driving and did not even delay the depart even 10-15 minutes late.

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At the moment I heard that, I feel so touched and manly tears were almost came out from my two naked eyes (cewah!). I knew that the bus were not always on time in picking up passengers on the morning because there were days that I had to take a cab to work.

But after hearing this, I feel so small. I feel that I don't even worth complaining. Thank you bus driver. I will appreciate you more and more after this and I will always greet you with a smile on my face, at least to make someone's day brighter and better, at least. :)

Then soon after I drop out from the bus, I smiled and thanked him and say "Terima Kasih ye pakcik, nanti balik nanti pakcik jangan lupa makan tau!", and he smiled. We greeted goodbye. See, it is not that hard. Adios

A good samaritan

He/she will always try what can be done to settle things right. Not to wash or run away from it. I found this matluthfi's posts are getting more and more matured. Readable throughout all types of people, with simple language, this should be a starting point to make life beautiful, and also meaningful.

To find the meaning of life is to give life a meaning.

Be happy with your own kind of life. Try not to cling your happiness on something not sure will lasts.

Learn. Love. Live

Journey to the south!

Hello and hi!

First and foremost, well it is hard to give a commitment on certain things. For example, in a relationship. Ok, to make it easier, even to write a blog, this blog to be precised.

Anyway, I write stuffs so that in the future when I look back, I hope I can eventually laugh and remember what the heck I did in the past. Keep forgetting a lot these days... -_-

Just yesterday, I decided to take a look at Kolej Matrikulasi Johor to have a visit with my younger sister, which is located at Tangkak (KMT). To be honest, I'd never been to any kolej matrikulasi before.

Well it wasn't that bad, the building is kind of new and food is cheap.

And it just triggered me when I saw groups of innocent-looking students walking, wandering around, and I remembered when was my first enrollment into matriculation program in Shah Alam.

Funny I know.

It was the starting point that I had to learn stay alive without the person I could not live without. 

I had a small trip to Gunung Ledang river, a lot of people, but I love the scenery. It makes me calm. No picture. Upload problem.

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Let's keep going. Keep moving. Lillahi taa'la

puke all you can

Im bad at choosing a blog title so just ignore. Anyway, past few weeks back i was in a state of lugubrious whereby I missed a lot of stuff, fun stuff.

To begin with, I missed my vitagen walk and I should havewoken up early in the morning to join them. Going on, I missed my most anticipated event of the year, which was my favourite band of all time. Hate this feeling. Maybe this is my endurance test after all.

These were the summary of the weeks before. Let the pictures tell the stories.

Anyway nak congratulate kawan sekelas selamat bertunang! Time really flies, slow it down, slow it down please.

I'm so far gone how I been running on empty
l'm so far gone now
Do you wanna take me on ?

On my own? Mind me

I read back the letter sent by you on the 8th September 2008. Just then I realised, you don't have to be that cruel and mean to say such things. Those words are just a mean of way to run away. Wound leads to scars. And scars won't vanish. It will still be there. Just so you know.

Thank you

Malam ni aku terdetik untuk mendengar lagu-lagu dari seberang laut.

Dan aku terlintas ingin mendengar lagu-lagu daripada lagu seperti Peterpan, dan Sheila On 7 (SO7).

And I came across to this band, Vagetoz. And you know what, I really really really adore their songs so much. Thanks to that someone I knew in the past for recommending me to listen to this band.

"Betapa aku mencintaimu", "Saat Kau Pergi", "Kehadiranmu", are some of their old songs. And their current or newer version like "Hanya Sementara", "Jatuh Cinta Padamu" aren't quite bad either.

The truth is, I like bands that are not so full of themselves and always keep modesty the best policy and appreciate people around them, in which I found it in them. Same goes to my all time favourite, The Used.

But sadly, I did not find you appreciate enough. That's fine, you still won't take my smiles away :-)

The Used

Vagetoz - Betapa Aku Mencintaimu

Don't Lose your Trust

안녕 하세요 dan selamat pagi!

It's now 10.38 am in the morning and I'm sitting on desk with no one in the house right now. Well, it is kind of unusual for people to be wake up as early as this. Kudos for them, for tempting the morning to be productive.

Anyway, I'm going to have some coffee break at Paradigm mall, and I kinda like Paradigm. It is like my new playground place now. Hehe

This is going to be a short post.

I'm the one who cares about people, even knowing that people keep leaving. I understand. Wakata! 

And therefore, I remove all the info about you in the net in hoping that it will ease you up in the future. It's not like me to bother people with stuff they want to remove and forget in the past.

But, honestly I want to speak up that I'm fine with that. Thanks to you, I'm struggling quite a while that I've lost my mind few times back then. You taught me many things when the first time you came, and the day you left. And one of the most important thing is, you taught me what is 'strong' and when I should use it.

"Should've done something but I've done it enough. By the way, your hands were shaking, rather waste my time with you . Should've said something but I've said it enough by the way, my words were faded, rather waste my time with you." - Blue and Yellow

And you know what, this thing makes me the happiest kid for a moment when the first time I saw it. And I do still feel it deep inside. I miss being a kid though, less hassle, less problem, and definitely you cry and simply forget because of people who hurt you inside.

                                                                   CHOKOBI

Kindness

Somehow, we should show to people that how really worth we are. If not, we are going to be taken for granted.

Just for sharing On what have happened this week.

I went to my Office and while I was driving to work, I discovered that there Was a motorcycle Stopping at Very top of the bridge along the busy road. At first, I thought that there was an accident as it was normal to have Vehicles to collide during Office hour. So, as I took a little closer on what was happening there was an event that I was about to cry. A little hopeless cute kitten Was lost at the middle of the road on the bridge. I repeat, on top of the flyover!

the motorcyclist unexpectedly took the poor kitten On his bike and put the cat somewhere safe, I assume.

If the kitten is to be left any longer, there is no doubt that the kitten will be killed. I'm glad that there is still people who believe in humanity.

I went to #black 505 and I do believe that Malaysian is united. Full Stop. Won't touch in detailed about politic.

Anyway, I do believe still people can change. We give them chance. And I love Malaysia :)

I choose happy

Hello. My name is AriffZ. And I'm 23 by this upcoming March. I live in a warmth city. I have my uncle and my auntie and I call them 'daddy&mummy' ever since I was 8. I have six siblings all together. I had rough time since I was a kid, just like everybody was; finding their own identity and live on this competitive, hard, cruel world. Even though I did not receive as much love as I possibly could from them, I am grateful for every priceless effort they have done to raise me and others. I thanked them because they did a very good job.

I confessed I had fallen in love a few times back then. The time when I reminiscent my memories, I was so happy that my heart burst out my chest, and I cherished every single moment of it. And I must say I had a heart-break too. It is normal for everybody. But it is time to grow on, and the story changed. And so do I. I believe that happy is not an option, but more to a choice, that I can make to let myself climb upper.

Why should you be sad? Join me, change the world :)

Sunyinya...sepinya....

Apakan daya apabila hati masih lagi bertakuk di tempat yang sama. Tapi pada masa yang sama, otak telah menolak dengan sekuat hatinya (maknanya otak ada hati, dan hati itu tidak mendengar kata). Ok lame.


Boleh tu. Sikit lagi. You will break free the trap you have been dreamed for. Optimistik banyak banyak sikit.
I just want to be happy with all the people. No hanged ending, because sad ending is just too mainstream.

Hampa - Lagenda Budak Setan 2 OST