On my own? Mind me

I read back the letter sent by you on the 8th September 2008. Just then I realised, you don't have to be that cruel and mean to say such things. Those words are just a mean of way to run away. Wound leads to scars. And scars won't vanish. It will still be there. Just so you know.

Thank you

Malam ni aku terdetik untuk mendengar lagu-lagu dari seberang laut.

Dan aku terlintas ingin mendengar lagu-lagu daripada lagu seperti Peterpan, dan Sheila On 7 (SO7).

And I came across to this band, Vagetoz. And you know what, I really really really adore their songs so much. Thanks to that someone I knew in the past for recommending me to listen to this band.

"Betapa aku mencintaimu", "Saat Kau Pergi", "Kehadiranmu", are some of their old songs. And their current or newer version like "Hanya Sementara", "Jatuh Cinta Padamu" aren't quite bad either.

The truth is, I like bands that are not so full of themselves and always keep modesty the best policy and appreciate people around them, in which I found it in them. Same goes to my all time favourite, The Used.

But sadly, I did not find you appreciate enough. That's fine, you still won't take my smiles away :-)

The Used

Vagetoz - Betapa Aku Mencintaimu

Don't Lose your Trust

안녕 하세요 dan selamat pagi!

It's now 10.38 am in the morning and I'm sitting on desk with no one in the house right now. Well, it is kind of unusual for people to be wake up as early as this. Kudos for them, for tempting the morning to be productive.

Anyway, I'm going to have some coffee break at Paradigm mall, and I kinda like Paradigm. It is like my new playground place now. Hehe

This is going to be a short post.

I'm the one who cares about people, even knowing that people keep leaving. I understand. Wakata! 

And therefore, I remove all the info about you in the net in hoping that it will ease you up in the future. It's not like me to bother people with stuff they want to remove and forget in the past.

But, honestly I want to speak up that I'm fine with that. Thanks to you, I'm struggling quite a while that I've lost my mind few times back then. You taught me many things when the first time you came, and the day you left. And one of the most important thing is, you taught me what is 'strong' and when I should use it.

"Should've done something but I've done it enough. By the way, your hands were shaking, rather waste my time with you . Should've said something but I've said it enough by the way, my words were faded, rather waste my time with you." - Blue and Yellow

And you know what, this thing makes me the happiest kid for a moment when the first time I saw it. And I do still feel it deep inside. I miss being a kid though, less hassle, less problem, and definitely you cry and simply forget because of people who hurt you inside.

                                                                   CHOKOBI

Kindness

Somehow, we should show to people that how really worth we are. If not, we are going to be taken for granted.

Just for sharing On what have happened this week.

I went to my Office and while I was driving to work, I discovered that there Was a motorcycle Stopping at Very top of the bridge along the busy road. At first, I thought that there was an accident as it was normal to have Vehicles to collide during Office hour. So, as I took a little closer on what was happening there was an event that I was about to cry. A little hopeless cute kitten Was lost at the middle of the road on the bridge. I repeat, on top of the flyover!

the motorcyclist unexpectedly took the poor kitten On his bike and put the cat somewhere safe, I assume.

If the kitten is to be left any longer, there is no doubt that the kitten will be killed. I'm glad that there is still people who believe in humanity.

I went to #black 505 and I do believe that Malaysian is united. Full Stop. Won't touch in detailed about politic.

Anyway, I do believe still people can change. We give them chance. And I love Malaysia :)

I choose happy

Hello. My name is AriffZ. And I'm 23 by this upcoming March. I live in a warmth city. I have my uncle and my auntie and I call them 'daddy&mummy' ever since I was 8. I have six siblings all together. I had rough time since I was a kid, just like everybody was; finding their own identity and live on this competitive, hard, cruel world. Even though I did not receive as much love as I possibly could from them, I am grateful for every priceless effort they have done to raise me and others. I thanked them because they did a very good job.

I confessed I had fallen in love a few times back then. The time when I reminiscent my memories, I was so happy that my heart burst out my chest, and I cherished every single moment of it. And I must say I had a heart-break too. It is normal for everybody. But it is time to grow on, and the story changed. And so do I. I believe that happy is not an option, but more to a choice, that I can make to let myself climb upper.

Why should you be sad? Join me, change the world :)

Sunyinya...sepinya....

Apakan daya apabila hati masih lagi bertakuk di tempat yang sama. Tapi pada masa yang sama, otak telah menolak dengan sekuat hatinya (maknanya otak ada hati, dan hati itu tidak mendengar kata). Ok lame.


Boleh tu. Sikit lagi. You will break free the trap you have been dreamed for. Optimistik banyak banyak sikit.
I just want to be happy with all the people. No hanged ending, because sad ending is just too mainstream.

Hampa - Lagenda Budak Setan 2 OST

Penyata Catatan Dua Ribu Dua Belas

What can I conclude after all these years of my life? Well, one certain thing is, live on. Try get the best out of everything that we made. I like a quote said by one person who inspires me,

"The biggest things I've learned is that you only have one chance. You only have today to live (tomorrow is always not guaranteed) , but you gotta take it and make it the best you can."  

Anyway, certain things that I've always kept in mind is that,

1) Someone I know became someone I knew.

2) Someone I care became someone I cared

3) Someone I heart became someone I heart-break and,

4) Someone I truly love became someone I loved

It gets tiring when the circle keeps circulate and never stop. I moved on and hopefully that I can truly feel belonged. 

P/s: hear this song. It's called Lagu by Bedroom Sanctuary. It's nice :) Have a splendid 2013 to all.